This morning I got up for work and Jacen was babbling to himself in his crib. I poked my head around his door, and as soon as he saw me he stood up in his crib and started laughing and bouncing. I picked him up and brought him to Ethan so that I could get ready for work. As soon as I handed Jacen off to Dad, he started crying. After getting dressed, I picked him up again to say goodbye and he clung to me and buried his head in my shoulder. I walked out of the house to the sound of him wailing.
I spent 2 hours with my own baby today and 8 hours entertaining someone else's kids. I don't think I've felt worse about anything in my whole life.
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